a funny joke...and some reflective thoughts

Alimentary System & Concepts and Principles of Biochemistry.

what a joke!

for this one the time to revise was a day more than the previous one. so i didnt feel as bad because i actually did what i could. to the extent where im capable of(which is not much). and probably because it's less......................intense? =/
NB:tade subjek dlm dunie ni yang mampu mnandingi HIS.

here's one:....... vomitting is sometimes caused by endogenous chemicals which act at the chemoreceptor trigger zone. where is this located?

************* HAHAHAHA... pliss la ade ke org paid any attention to that one little mention of the brain part in the note amidst alimentary system? ciss la -_-

here's another: (erh..tak igt, but it was a really simple question)..something is made by what tissue?A: liver,B:brain, etc.

*********HAHAHA...lu men2 ngn gua ke soklan. ni cam knon2 nye compensate for soklan chemoreceptor trigger zone tu ar???
but its funny though, the simplest question can somehow equals the toughest question. in a sense that you would doubt yourself, doubt the simplicity of the question. tak mungkin mudah begini? mungkin ade sesuatu yang aku tak nmpak. mungkin aku perlu consider balik, pikir balik, celah mane ke die ade mention mungkin detail kecik psl mende nih. manusia mmg suke mengusutkan keadaan.

patuh SNQ(written)
dalam byk2 bende psal metabolism, fed/fasting state, mobilisation of energy and reserves....
describe the structure of carbohydrate. explain isomer,enantiomer, epimer. whats glucosaminoglycan and its function?

*************WARGHAHAHAHA... tak terkate. -_-
mstla bende2 camtu bace skali lalu je kan? wlaupon tahu sejak bangku sekolah tapi haisyh...in this context nak ekxplen kne gak tahu dlm nota tu camne ckpnye. kite ni bukan native english speaker, ye dak? bknla kate cam hapal ayat sbijik2 cam dlm nota tu(kadang2 wat je, dah mmg lecturer tu punye ayat sdap n mudah mnerangkan kan, nk wat cmane) tapi tahula vocab yg seswai. tadi pon bape kali cross2. cross2 nih tak best, menunjukkan aku nih tak tahu, sbb ape yg ditulis ialah ape yg kua dulu, ape yg tlintas, yg teringat. klau tetibe ttinggal satu process, cross....nampak no tak igt. klau dah dlm otak mmg dah siap tersusun cantik je tulis. itulah namenye impression. secare conscious(antare pkataan dlm bhasa penjajah yg pling susah eja) atau tidak, kite telah 'berinteraksi' dgn examiner itu sendiri.

tp MCQ agak mencabar la byk die tnye drugs and enzymes yg spesifik. tp like i said... today was not as bad as THE previous one. i think evrybody feels so too. kot. atleast koyak pon tak se-rabak. kot.

ouh. n did i mention. resit/repeat paper di RCSI is unsurprisingly common.

sbelom masuk exam hall lpak2 kat locker jumpe mcm2 luahan prasaan. sgt mnarik.
"aku tak bace pon part nih weh, malas"(in a lawak sort of way la dat u dont hav the heart or even any point to condemn his words)
"aku nak resit je la weh, mcm lagi senang je hidup aku" sumpah best jd die ni.
"si fulan ni tak stadi pon die lagi ar dah pasrah je, since balik haritu die tak bace sgt pon , mlm2 tgk movie..." haha, yg ni mg terbaik.

macam2 je manusia nih.
tp klau Allah nak bg die bg kan?
"Masya Allah, la haula wa la quwwata illa billahil'aliyyil 'azeem" surah ape tah. (credits to jiha short sharing lpas maghrib)
kekuatan, tak ckp byk la, untuk memegang pensel tu sendiri datang dr-Nya. maka kita berdoalah dgn rase kekosongan, tiada apa, tanpa sedikit ATP pun dlm badan, seolah-olah badan sudah mula mendigest protein2 dlm muscle. takde pape nih, tggal skeleton je yg tgantung mlambai2 tuh(hoho), tp kite nak study.nak prepare for exam. make mintak lah sgale anggota plengkap,'myotomes','dermatomes','sclerotome' dan bermacam underlying or even superficial 'metabolising centres' and 'pathway' sbg kudrat utk kita belajar,nak exam, sambil pada waktu yang sama menjalankan hidup seperti biasa(masak, basuh baju, MANDI, etc). smoge dgn kudrat yg diberi tuh bolehlah dimanfaatkan seadenye dan sebaik-baiknye.

ade gak kes minor tetapi common di mane berlakunye 'inborn errors of metabolism' yang mana merupakan satu penyakit genetik yg menyebabkan penghasilan enzim2 penting utk proses metabolisi dlm badan, tidak boleh berfungsi dgn betul. enzim tidak dihasilkan dengan betul, ataupun mutated maka tidak boleh menjalankan normal function nye sebagaimana kite telah belajar dlm matapelajaran sains di sekolah. maka ini menyebabkan badan tidak boleh memproses sgale macam basic resources dlm badan. maka kita katakan sebahagian manusia tidak mampu 'berfungsi dengan betul'.
"you have it in you, everybody does. klau aku boleh kau pon boleh. sume org pon boleh. its not impossible.."
yeah...we do, have it in us. we're made from the same substance, we came from the same source, but some people are just born lacking some 'enzymes' required to utilise them. but there ARE treatments developed to overcome those. for some of them the treatment hasn't been fully established, can only make the sypmtoms go away, make people die slower, but they'll eventually die. it happens. shit happens.
but for some there are treatments like DNA therapy etc yg combine2 gene tu gune bacteria dan macamane tah lagi(tak bace sgt tajuk nih). there ARE solutions. namun begitu, penyakit genetik tetap penyakit genetik. u are born with it man, it doesnt just simply go away. its the body, u dont just dump the body, u cant kill the body, then where do we host our soul. so, the treatment has to be continuous. mcm gene therapy yg blaja kat ib dulu contohnye(tak igt dah ape), stiap 3 tahun die kene undergo the therapy again. but it shudn't take us 3 years to have another 'therapy' right? sedang org 'normal' pon memerlukan 'therapy' and tazkirah every now and then, apetah lagi org yg lacking enzymes. tapi...mcm mane kite nak diagnose the state of 'lacking enzyme'? mcm mane klau nak tahu kite tergolong dlm org yg ade 'inborn errors of metabolism' nih? payah. maka itu, spertimana dengan setiap penyakit dlm dunia ni, kita lihat pada symptom2 nye..... which aku pon tatahu nak ckp mcm mane coz mende ni sgtlah relatif. but if u feel like u hav this unpleasant trait encoded to your gene that u really cant get rid of, and with that trait, u cant seem to 'live on' your life in a healthy manner...then u should consider 'gene therapy'. a continous back to basic therapy. combating the problem at its core.


edlyn berkate, di status fesbuk die:
"There’s a story behind every person. There’s a reason why they’re the way they are. They aren’t just like that because they want to. Something in the past created them, and sometimes it’s impossible to fix them.."

yang ni pulak..congenital disease. disease, atau defects yang develop dalam kandungan.
pnah denga tak crite.. baby dalam kandungan? suke sangat. comel sangat. ^^
mule2 baby hanyalah seketul daging yang terpusing2 dengan seronoknye di dalam amniotic fluid tu, terapung-apung, dengan bebasnya, gelap dan tak nampak pape.
pastu tetibe kualah something dari bwhnye iaitu kaki.. baby pon bkate: ishhhh..ape ni?? sibuklah makan space, tak best langsung! tak mau, tak mau.. D:
ibu pon bkate: sabarlah anakku...benda itu akan berguna untuk kamu suatu hari nnti..
fine
selepas itu kua pulak dua bijik tangan dr tepinya, baby berkate: hisshhhh...ape nih?? mengganggu la, dah tak boleh pusing2 lagi dlm ni, kacau btol, tutup2 muke..eee ape ni?? ):
ibu yang baik pon berkate: sabar wahai anakku. suatu hari nanti kamu akan menggunakan bende itu. sesungguhnya kau tak tahu... ibu tahu..
dan bile baby kua dari kandungan maka sedarlah ia betapa pentingnya due batang kaki dan tangan yang die condemn dulu........
(crite telah disampaikan kepda aku dgn care tak formal maka aku telah menyampaikan dlm versi aisyah shahrom)

maka kita sebenarnye berada dlm kandungan itu. gelap gelita. tatahu pape. kita hnya perlu percaya kata-kata 'ibu'. kita disuruh bersabar..dan bertawakal.
congenital disease is due to something that has happened in the past. contoh, mak die consume alcohol yg mlampau ke mase die mengandung, shock yang membuatkan pertumbuhan terencat etc. but they can still live. the baby can still survive, grow up, live life, get a job, and even get married and have children. as long as they still have the fundamental units for them to stay alive. all the vital organs. as long as all the vital units are intact, you're okay. you're...okay. dats all right. as long as we're alive...right?tak kesah la..klau tgn takde seblah ke ape...
perhaps its impossible to change the physicals, the characteristics, sbb bende dah berlaku, mmg camtu, mmg kpale die bcantum dgn tgn ke.. rupe cam alien ke etc. but there's one common thing that is never materialized, tak nampak pon rupenye baik ke buruk ke damaged ke. cume kite hanya boleh nampak kesannya pada sikap dan sifat. ya..itulah HATI. aku sangat sangat..sangat suke dalam cite 'My Name is Khan' bile mak die aja die yang ade due jenis orang je dlm dunia ni tak kire la bangsa ape, nationality ape, agame ape: org yg baik dan org yg jahat. i thought, wow.... bijak gile mak die nih...
so, maybe its impossible to change our trait, but if we have a good heart, i bet you that people wont even be bothered by that unchangeable character of yours.


p/s: my mind is bsepah again. im using literals and metaphors interchangeably with no clear boundaries. bahhhhhh D:
p/p/s: repeat paper 150 euro se subjek. uhuk! tbatuk den.

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